Birds. Birds ate my FACE.

show your wounds, i'm bored with mine.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 23:35:33 GMT

that concert. was one of the best concerts I have ever been to. It was so amazing. I feel like such a foolface.... but the best way I could describe them as is beautiful.

That was like the best present ever. I enjoyed it SO MUCH. thank you cassia, molly and patrick. [I didn't know he contributed until yesterday.]

It was really hard to get good pictures.... cause I didn't have my camera. just my crappy iphone camera. But between molly and I, I think we got some good ones:

I like this one cause hes checking his nails. and holding tea. Which shows how awesome he is.

I like the shadow in the back.

probably the best picture. Jade is beautiful.

So. It was awesome.

OH AAAAND-
Tim's recent significant other met afi in manayunk two days ago. I wanted to go, but it just didn't work out. So she went for me. And they signed my cd. and all signed happy birthday. Jade said "happy kateday, birdy!" I wanted to scream like the 17 year old girl I now am.

I can see rated r movies now. But I can only buy one ticket. SCORE.
cause I see millions of movies. mmhmm.

I think AFI might be my new favorite band.
maybe I'll have two favorite bands. the used and afi. I DONT KNOWWW.

Life sucks when you're trying to have fun.

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 23:01:53 GMT

It's really hard typing on my iPhone. I really wish I didn't have a touchscreen phone. But other than that I love the phone so much. It's a bit annoying.

So. Today graham told me that he didn't like my horriblescopes. Which is fine. He doest have to like them. I can admit their not funny. They're hard to write.
But unless he wants to get punched in the face he isn't going to tell me that to my face ever again. Omg I got so mad. Especially since I knew they weren't that funny to begin with. Meh.
I hate hypocrates.
I love complaining.

That's really all I can type on this phone.

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sleeping is like being dead for a few hours.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 00:41:31 GMT

I love sleeping. so much.

I was so tired from last night. I went to bed at like 1:30 or 2. Whichever.
It was SO worth is though. I love the Used so much. They MAY be my new favorite band. Not making any promises yet. I still need to more extensively listen to their new album, and buy their old stuff. But that show was amazing. Bert McCracken might be a god. And he has a butt chin. Making him that much more awesome.

I should join a butt chin group on facebook. I'm totally doing that after this.

AND! The concert was like 10x more amazing because patricia was there :]
Pat and I are picking out and carving pumpkins tomorrow.
Yeah, its adorable, I know.
Then I need to show him changeling. cause that movie is pure awesome.

Dude. I was going to make my new little picture thing their new album cover, but then I figured molly would never read my blogs. C:

POOOOP

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 01:15:30 GMT

I can't call people by their first names. It feels weird.

I take first name basis to a whole new level.

yancey is in my panties.

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 17:27:33 GMT

SO! yesterday I got a new phone. Not because I wanted one. My mom was making me.

My phone has been messed up lately. It looks like it has service, and it looks like its working perfectly, but then I can't send texts. and anyone who tries to text me or call me can't get through. ANNNNOYING. If I restart it, it works again. But I can't tell if its broken unless I try calling someone or sending a text.

So, my mom was mad because sometimes when I was out she couldn't get ahold of me. And I had a valid excuse as to why. So this made her mad, and her revenge was getting me a new phone.

BUT! This morning. like half an hour ago. my brand spanken new phone DID IT AGAIN! I didn't get any texts, and I couldnt receive calls! WTF!?!??!?!?!??! My phones must be haunted. Like.... I have no idea why it would do it again on this right out of the box phone.

Btw:
I have become obsessed with klaus nomi again. Thanks bonnie.

apples are eaten for a reason.

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 20:18:32 GMT

I'm in the apple store attempting to get a new phone. I've been here for a loooong time.

Writer's Block: I'm sorry

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 00:44:50 GMT

If you only had one day left to live, and you had the chance to tell one person from your past "I love you," who would it be? How about "I'm sorry"?

Submitted By crazy_lil_loud1

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I think everyone I love or have loved already knows it. THUS, thats not how I would spend my last day of life. No "I'm sorrys" either. I DO NOT want to spend my last day of life regretting things.

My last day would be filled with "I hate you's"
Is that bad?

Oh man. If I could just tell people at school what I really think...

you shouldn't play scrabble shirtless.

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 02:00:32 GMT

Well. I haven't blogged in awhile. Why is this, may you ask?
Because my life is so uninteresting.

I go to school. I come home. I sleep. I do my homework. I talk to pat :], I sleep again.
i HATE it.
I HATE school.
i HATE the people there.

I'm not going into names, because everyone sucks and they'll turn this in to the school.
The crappiest part about that statement is that the school would actually care if I complain about people via-internet in my PERSONAL LIFE. geez.

I don't know why I'm going to this school.
Why:
In "skills" (the fact that we have a skills class is reason enough.) dr. miller asked everyone who had a learning disability to raise their hand. I was the only one who didn't raise my hand. So.... does that just mean i'm stupid? Why am I going to a school for people with "ld" if i don't have "ld"
Another reason why:
I almost got a study hall today in bio because I didn't draw pictures on my flashcards.
I DON'T NEED YOUR STUPID PICTURES. VBKJNS JILFWKBCNSO:JVNLKSN VJS:WLF<>CS BJWFLKM< WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND?

The fact that I can't understand why they don't understand is another reason why I shouldn't go to this school.

On a better note, I just downloaded a whole bunch of music.

you better knock knock knock on wood.

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 01:55:30 GMT

I don't know why I have that song stuck in my head. I don't like that song too much. kind of random.

My nights have been very routine and repetitive. and blogging isn't part of the routine. Sorry.

I'm so sleepy, dude.
and people from school are already getting on my nervessss! as expected.

I'm going to go talk to my patty watty on the phoney woney.

Writer's Block: Mirror, mirror

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 02:22:35 GMT

If you broke a mirror, would you worry about bad luck even if you're not superstitious? Would you walk under a ladder or cross a black cat's path on a dare? Is there anything you're superstitious about?

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I just broke a mirror yesterday.
so far, so good.

I don't believe in bad luck, or good luck. I think things just happen.

punch buggie, no punch backs.

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 04:43:13 GMT

That is such a stupid thing. The whole "punch buggie, no punch backs!" thing. The stupider thing, though, is that the punchee DOESN'T punch back. If someone punches me, I'm going to punch them back. I don't care if they say, "no punch backs." Real life isn't like that.
"I killed your family, no kill families back!"
"aw. darn."
And their not called punch buggies, anyway. Maybe they used to be or whatever. I don't know.

From now forth, whenever people punch me just because they see a certain type of car [which seems to happen a lot], I WILL punch them back. hard. And they're going to be like, "hey! I said no punch backs!" WELL WHAT INVISIBLE BARRIER DOES THAT PUT AROUND YOU? Whats going to happen when I punch them back? Will the world explode?

Maybe.
Because folks, I don't think this is anything that has ever been done.

The other day at the soccer game this random like 5 year old girl thought i was her cousin... she came up to me and kept hugging me and climbing all over my lap. The mom kept having to be like "Thats not your cousin. Thats not your cousin. THATS NOT your cousin. THATS NOT YOUR COUSIN." Then she just picked her up and took her somewhere else. I never saw the young chidling again.
Maybe she was my cousin. Maybe she figured it out and ran to go find me, but her mother [or whoever she REALLY is] caught up with her last minute, snatching her away.
Maybe I would seek this girl out now, if she wasn't 5.
I hate kids. When I was little I didn't get all affectionate with random people. Not even my cousin, who qualifies as a random person.

I can send picture messages now. But, pat can't receive them on his new phone. Thus, what is the point.

I'm so excited to sleep in tomorrow.

Godspeed, world.
And if anyone punches you because they saw a buggie, you better BEAT THEM DOWN.

Subject:

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 02:56:26 GMT

I have a sore throat. I HATE THEM. I have zero tollerance for them. When I have one, I am a useless lump, and I sit around the house in my pyama's all day. WOO.
I woke up at like 1. And I watched True Life: I'm transgendered. It was SO GREAT. One of the more interesting true lifes I've seen in awhile. I really want to see True Life: I self injure, but its a really old one, so I don't think they'll show it. They DID have the first ever true life on today though! It was about heroin. woo.

anywho, once the interesting true lifes were over i watched some of season three of medium with my mom. When I got my wisdom teeth out, medium was all I watched for like a week straight. And they never scared me too much... And I only watched like 3 today... But for some reason I'm really scared now. Either the 3 I watched were unually scary, or I was too drugged back then to notice. :/

my nails with orange paint on them look red in certain lights. This bugs me, because the other nails are green.
green + orange = CHRISTMAS!

I wish it was christmas.

I want to love youuuu.

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 20:02:01 GMT

I really don't have much to say.

OHYEAH.
I visited pat this weekend with molly and mrs molly. it as funnnn. and REALLLLYYY great to see him. C:
I went into his dorm room! It was crazy being announced... and then the students were like, "I don't think you should be here." and then another was like, "I don't believe these are open hours." WHYYYY can't that place be like a normal college. All I wanted to see was where my boyfriend was living at....
I did get a glimpse of it, though. Its a fricken closet.
The thing that annoyed me most was when the other students told me I shouldn't be in the hall. Like... they're students. What do they care. They don't get paid to inforce things. SORRY IM BEING ALL WOMANLY IN YOUR LIVING SPACE. Like its not embarrassing enough being announced. WOMENNNN IN THE HALLLLL.
Honestly, I didn't believe pat when he said they needed to do that. I don't care how "morally right" it is. Suck it up, MEN. If you want to get a women to spread your seed, youre going to have to come in contact with them once in awhile.

I just got home from school. I really want to take a nap on the sofa [because my room stinks. booshy.] but theres a guy painting the windows or whatever? He's doing the windows in the family room now.. so I don't just want to awkwardly go in there and fall asleep.
PLUS- my shirt tends to somehow ride up while im sleeping? Ew. AND. this one time I woke up and my shirt was COMPLETELY off. Either I was havin a hot and steamy dream, or kip decided to rape me.

PAT GOT ME THESE AMAZING BOOSH PINS.
I would put them on my bookbag, but I don't want them to get ruined or fall off. SO, I'm going to wear a different one on my shirt every day. OR, should I make it every week? hmmm. decisions.

Wow, I just realized how long and boring this is getting. My apologies.

Changeling.

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 22:08:33 GMT

I watched Chageling last night with Caroline. I'm so glad that we got to hang out and talk about important things.. like porn.

ANYWAY, we decided to watch Changeling. And... It was reallllllyyyyy awesome. But also really like.... disturbing... And hard to watch. It made me really emotional. If I was on my period I would have cried the whole time.
It was probably one of the best movies I've ever seen. Especially since it was a true story. Usually I'm not a big Clint Eastwood fan. But he did this movie pretty amazingly. i can't wait until pat comes home... I can show it to him! I think he would greatly appreciate it.
I couldnt go to sleep until 5 because of it though. I kept replaying this one distrbing part of it in my head over and over again. Consequently, I just woke up like an hour ago. haha.

dude. I still have to write an essay. Tomorrow is the last day of summer. :C

rimless rain hat.

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 01:45:09 GMT

Last night molly and sarah came over. It was so nice to see sarah! hadn't seen her all summer. It was kind of gross.

Once she left... in her car... thats hers.... My mother and I went to the mall. We bought school pants, underwear, and we completed pats birthday present! I hope he enjoys the main part of the present. There are many little things. But there are two main things.

OH AND I found a zebra bookbag at journeys. WOO! Too bad I already bought that one... I'm just going to give it to molly.

Then when we got home from the mall I slept. For a long time. Just woke up.

I dont want school to start. I gave my essay to my mom to make corrections. She gave it back... with red marks ALL OVER the page. Its going to take me longer to correct it than it did to write it! FEH.

Writer's Block: As the Cookie Crumbles

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 04:30:29 GMT

If you ran the fortune cookie factory, what message would you make sure gets put in a cookie?

Submitted By 123ekaterina

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I would make sure to put some in that you can't end with "in bed."
Just to make those perverts [like myself] angry.

Maybe I would just make one "In bed." hahaha.

Or, maybe I'd make them actual FORTUNES as opposed to cheesy statements about my innermost feelings.

zomg skewl in 1 week!1!!! :[

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 20:54:05 GMT

I havent even started all that stupid work yet. MEHHH.

But, to make myself feel better about all the work I have to do in such a short time I just read that whole "a little piece of sky" book. It was ok. Good enough to keep me interested. Made me sad though. And the boy in it made me miss pat. :C
Sometimes I wish there was more detail in it though... It just kind of ended abruptly. A lot of things went unanswered. Feh.

But, I spent all my day doing that. So now, I'm still in my pyamas... and I'm bored.

where i'm at and what i be doin where i'm at.

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 01:32:01 GMT

my aunts new doggggyyy! His name is mozart. and he likes to hump things. He is currently biting my shoes.

Made me laugh.

At the zoo.

some puffins. And me looking angry about the fact that theres a bunch of penguins behind me.

Pat.

Yeah, I wrangled all these up with my bear hands. It was our dinner.

how cuuuute.

He was gonna come at me.

Writer's Block: What Makes You Feel Sexy?

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 01:28:32 GMT

What makes you feel sexy?

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Well, my butt chin, obviously.

When I wear my pants made out of clear saran wrap pants. Those are hot.

And, when I put on mollys pants and parade around the house with a wagon strapped to my back.

Yes, all three of those things scream secksy to me.

head stones. Sounds like a sexual slur.

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 01:15:36 GMT

   We went to the cemetery today... to visit grandma and grandpa. First time i've been there since my grandpa was buried. The grass hasn't grown completely over yet.
   At the cemetery where their buried, you're not allowed to have raised tomb stones. Only flat ones... like stepping stones with names on them. I think this is so annoying. I guess its so that they can mow easier... but come on. When I die and am buried, I want the biggest flashiest tomb stone around. I don't know how to get the arranged, but I have to soon. What if some freak accident happens? I want people to stop when they see my tomb stone. and I want them to look. And I want them to say, "Wow. That person knew how to go." I'll even want attention when i'm dead. hahaha.
   I always like to read other peoples tomb stones when I'm in cemeteries. Especially the old overgrown ones where you can barely read the words. They look so neglected... I almost feel bad for them. Nobody comes to see them anymore. Either their family and friends are dead.. or they just dont care. When I'm dead I want someone to come and see me. And care. I feel like I'll probably know they're doing it somehow.
   So anyway, I cleaned away the weeds and dirt and such and read all their names and looked at the dates and all that fun stuff. Cause I'm a nerd. I wish I had some flowers to go there too... Then I would have really felt like a good person.

only a few people can find fun in a cemetery, i think.

wheeecrash.

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 16:23:12 GMT

Well, I will be going on a plane in a few hours. Wooooooooihateplanes. So much. They're probably my biggest fear. I don't like the idea that nothing is supporting me but air... which is essentially nothingness.
Things like this are what xanax are for though, correct?
Before this pharmaceutical creation, I would freak out SO MUCH on planes. I looked like a 5 year old who just had their barney doll shredded.

^That is a very hypocritical statement. Cause I have a barney doll. And I would sob if it was shredded.

Anyway, flight attendants would have to come over and try to calm me down and such.... it was always bad. Now even with the xanax I freak out... I just don't make it AS verbally known.

We're leaving in an hour... I havent packed. Oops.

Yeah so anyway, our annual trip to st. louis is about to begin. I'm not sure what exactly we're going to do there since all my grandparents are gone from the nursing home we spend hours on end in. I hated that nursing home with a passion, and every time I was there I just wanted to run somewhere away from there. Something about the poor helpless elderly just... made me really sad. And some of them would just scream out of nowhere. My grandma had to share a room with a women like that. It was miserable. Thank god they look her out of the room during grandmas last hours... I bet the screaming made my grandma uneasy too.
We'll eat at stake n shake and go to the zoo a lot though. I love the zoo.

I'm going to miss my kippy :C

I thought these pictures were really cute....... I didn't want to put them on facebook though. Cause then i'd be one of THOSE people.

Are we to be married on the morrow, my child?

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 17:34:47 GMT

All morning I've been trying to download toontown on our big desktop, but I cant. Why? because out big desktop sucks. I don't know why. I've been playing toontown on that computer for a long time. Gah. Well, not every like 2 seconds I have to click "accept" or it wont continue downloading.
I'm downloading it on that computer so I can play two toons at once. This is because I'm a nerd, and with pat gone this is how I am choosing to pass the time. But, now the other computer is just totally frozen. I should use my moms. But, that would take longer cause my moms computer is quite possibly the slowest computer on the face of this earth.
AHHHH IT WORKED! But now its going to be all laggy. meh.

Verizon internet= crap.

this has been a really boring blog, my apologies.

We're going out to dinner because of my moms birthday tonight, in the city. This is fine, BUT, tim's giiiirrrrllllllfrieeeennnndddd is going. Too bad pat isnt here. I could be like, "WELL IF SHES COMING IM TAKING PAT." But no. he's in bible humper land.

oh, this girls name is jesse. like jesse sterge. Thats all I'm going to be able to think of when I see her.

patless. =[

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 19:57:37 GMT

Well. Pat is leaving for college tomorrow. Who knows when he'll be back! or if he's coming back. What if he dies!?!?!? or what if he likes it so much he never comes back!? HMM?

I hope his leave doesnt make me too down, but it probably will. I'm hanging out with him for the last time today. D;
Well, not the last time EVER, but the last time for awhile. gah.

I'm not excited for school to start. Usually by now I'm kinda ready to go back, but I'm just not this year. I feel like that means I'm going to pick up all my old habits again, like doing homework right before class. I think I'm going to get study halls this year. Not getting one all of 9th grade is accomplishment enough, i think. Even though I think I would take a fail over a studyhall. feh.

Going to st. louis soon! always a fun trip... It will be weird having no grandparents to visit at the nursing home though. >.<

Writer's Block: Memo to Myself

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 21:53:14 GMT

If you could travel back in time, what advice would you give to your younger self?

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I would tell myself never to trust lizards with striped socks. They are well creepy.

Then, I would tell myself to avoid all people named kelsey. They will do no good for you in life.

my name is NFKNSIODWKNC VOELFWKPWJFNEc.

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 05:26:31 GMT

I love pat.

yeah. i said it. in a blog.
now I'm one of THOSE people, i know.
But it was needed.
not sure why.